Thursday, April 01, 2010 | 10:45 AM

Wine

I think wine has a powerful influence on my actions and thus bad repercussions. Maybe it's just an excuse.

Even though Barcelona was a great place, the conversations and the communication were not to say the least, good. Things I wished I had done better I didn't do. Things which I'm not supposed to do, I keep doing. Sounds like Paul.

Anyway, so it was terrible that I kept complaining and scolding my parents. Of course, the main issue has to be money. I don't mind spending but my parents i.e. my father does. Although I don't really think it was the main reason why I was very angry. So in actual fact, I don't remember why was I so so so angry in the first place. So I think it's the wine. But anyway my behavior was terrible. My mother had to go to the restroom like more than 5 times a day. How to locate a toilet out of nowhere? My parents couldn't walk as much cuz of age. And I walked in the wrong direction a few times, when I thought my sense of direction was damn good. I was devastated.

The next was my sis's friend. I have no idea why I dislike her. Maybe it's her arrogance. Maybe I'm jealous. Maybe I just wanna spend time with the family and I didn't want an outsider to join us for dinner. I have no idea. But I told off my sister never to invite her friend again. So I attribute the reason to the wine again. Excuses. No more wine.

Anyway in these events above, I have a feeling that Satan has won like so many battles. And it's just terrible. So seriously, I'm really sorry. I will try the 90-day challenge. Is that even possible? 90 days seems like a long long long time. God, help me.

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