Updating!
Some people update so often that it's difficult to keep up. Some people don't bother to update anymore. I think I am the latter group. But then again, I wish I have something more interesting to blog about.

Anyway, the Obon holiday that I just had was really good and relaxing. It was really refreshing. Recently, I have been starting out on gym. Keeping fit. But actually is to lose weight. I gained almost 3kg after I came to Japan la. How ridiculous is that! Today, just went climbing mount. Takatori. I wonder how long can I last. I want to swim again. I think I don't mind swimming everyday. Swimming is really fun. And of cos relaxing. wahahah.. defeating the purpose of keeping fit/losing weight.

Everything is good so far. Tomorrow, I am supposed to share a pt message with the bible study group. Kyaaa~~~ Why God give me challenge so fast? :S



Just wanna say...
Today is a holiday!!! :D Yippee..



What up!
Today started off with a rainy day. Yay. Nice and cool. Very nice to sleep in indeed. Reminds me of Sg.

Here I am, just in front of my computer. Trying my best to figure out how to nua~ when I realised that I have already exhausted my list of activities to do: checking facebook updates incessantly, apple trailers, email, blogs. How boring can my life get?

Yesterday, I was a conversation stopper. Me and my big mouth. Had lunch with Boss, YF, two KBF friends and me.

A: So after going back to Sg, do u feel that you don't wanna come back to Japan?
me: In the first place, I already wanted to go back to Sg. I no longer want to stay in Japan anymore.



A and the rest: ... ... ...

But then, the problem is I am still here. Which means that I am currently not very happy in my state here in Japan. So why am I still here? Stupid. It seems like I still have to "dong" one more year here in the land of the rising sun.

Actually I don't think I have many reasons as to why I don't like Japan. It's just how I feel. So now, I have to struggle really hard, praying for a reason to love Japan so that my life won't be so miserable. And praying that God will show me breakthroughs.

Sometimes, I do think I have to stop thinking about myself. But think more of others. Then, maybe I won't think that life is bad here.



Back in Japan again...
I finally returned to Japan. Actually it was a really short trip in Sg. Too short I suppose. But then again, my family was never really around when I went back. Oh well~~ Sometimes, it's rather ironic. All her life, she has been trying to get out of her family. But her family was the closest to her. But recently I do wanna spend more time with family, they don't have time for me, as usual actually. Call me pessimistic all u want, it's true lor. Why can't ppl just listen and understand? Stop adding yr own comments. They are yours, not mine.

Anyway, I am back in boring Japan. Nobody will ever believe me when I say this.

I suddenly find myself being very excited. I wanna go to NYC during winter. Weird right? I hope it's possible. I need to start saving now. Ha~ I need to get out of Japan, quick. I still have one more year to go. Counting down to freedom....... :)