teaching
I have never mentioned anything about my feelings for teaching before.

I realized that teaching is not my cup of tea. Never intended to drink. Never should have tried. ha~ not that I hate teaching but there are really some days which I dread it. Although I know some are intended for me to grow my character or even learn to depend on God more, all in all teaching is not easy.

There are so many different kinds of students in my class. So many different kinds until I think it's impossible to fit them into any mold. So many until I feel exhausted thinking up of games for them to play. Don't know what fits them best. Let them play game already, they also feel sian. Haiz~

Today, one of the students purposely said in front of me, do you know which girl i like? I like xxx teacher (i.e. previous teacher's name). Obviously I was like, "that will not affect me at all!"

But it did. crap.

why must learning be fun? what happened to rote learning? i seriously prefer rote learning. maybe tt is just cuz i m a boring person. :(



period
For the longest time, somebody hasn't been talking to me.

I had a dream.
somebody was back with Somebody.
someone isn't happy.
But someone can't do anything about it.

Boo~~~~



my friend said this, and it left me '0'
"I never do anything, I just pray"



Oyster day!
Sometimes a day passed by so quickly that you don't realize it. 6 months have passed. So fast! So soon I will be back in Singapore again. I know... 2 years is a very short time. Really. But I know if I go back to Sg, it will feel like I have to re-lived-my-life-all-over-again sort of feeling. Maybe it's good. Maybe it's bad. Maybe it's a test.

I always feel that Sundays are the best days in my life here in Japan. Sunday is church day. Meeting up with Singaporeans. Thinking about God throughout the day. It's the same as thanking God that it's Sunday sort of feeling. I haven't been blogging the longest time.

Thank God it's going to be holiday again this Wednesday. Another ski adventure. :p No doubt I am making use of every opportunity to play every time I have a holiday, it makes me think twice nowadays whether I should do it or not. I still can't believe church actually organised a 9 to 5 bible reading marathon on this Wednesday holiday. Kyaaaa~~~

If I had known earlier, would I have gone for it? hmmmm....


Today's kaki (oyster) adventure day to Murotsu Pier. Look at the size.

Boss holding for me to take pic. haha.


Our plum garden. It's plum flower. Coolness~~

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