Monday, August 10, 2009 | 9:55 AM

What up!

Today started off with a rainy day. Yay. Nice and cool. Very nice to sleep in indeed. Reminds me of Sg.

Here I am, just in front of my computer. Trying my best to figure out how to nua~ when I realised that I have already exhausted my list of activities to do: checking facebook updates incessantly, apple trailers, email, blogs. How boring can my life get?

Yesterday, I was a conversation stopper. Me and my big mouth. Had lunch with Boss, YF, two KBF friends and me.

A: So after going back to Sg, do u feel that you don't wanna come back to Japan?
me: In the first place, I already wanted to go back to Sg. I no longer want to stay in Japan anymore.



A and the rest: ... ... ...

But then, the problem is I am still here. Which means that I am currently not very happy in my state here in Japan. So why am I still here? Stupid. It seems like I still have to "dong" one more year here in the land of the rising sun.

Actually I don't think I have many reasons as to why I don't like Japan. It's just how I feel. So now, I have to struggle really hard, praying for a reason to love Japan so that my life won't be so miserable. And praying that God will show me breakthroughs.

Sometimes, I do think I have to stop thinking about myself. But think more of others. Then, maybe I won't think that life is bad here.

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