prayer
Just wondering how ironic it is that people want the church to grow and a new church, yet no one comes for prayer meeting. Maybe a sprinkling of people. Sads.



Most unfortunate
How come there are so many clashes in dates when I am having my exams? Very depressing indeed.

First, the dates for commencement has to coincide with the Sydney trip.

Second, europe trip with my family may be cancelled cuz nobody else signed up for the tour on that date. This really sucks. It seems like I am not fated to go Europe. Maybe its like a curse or something. Sian diaoz. Haiz... Damn upset.

I better quickly book my ticket to Japan before the price goes up. Haiz...




I got a new macbook, so?
I can't even play my maplestory on it. It really defeats the purpose man.. no, I don't mean I buy the macbook just to play maplestory. Just bored la.. I mean how many things can you do in Japan right? Surely need some entertainment.

Tomorrow, I have a paper. Urgh...

Tmr can eat sushi tei.. whee..




sads
This is really very depressing. My commencement happens to fall on my birthday somemore, 9 July. I am like how dead. How can I split myself into 2? I will need to be in Sydney and Singapore at the same time. Argh...... 



Cognition class 2008
I had a hard time uploading pic on blogger. haiz..




seriously, haiz...
let's not talk about studying... not even near it..

my sister blamed me for spoiling her laptop just by using it. just cause I used it to watch Heroes. haiz..

the other day i lost my lip balm the day i bought it.. sads..

yesterday, BC actually said that he thinks its not the right time to go Japan and that I should work in an MNC instead.. i can't believe this..

actually seriously, time is passing by so fast.. i hope my holidays will expand.. haha.. :)

soon...... i will be enjoying life...



last day with chelsea
the korea trip gang - cheong hui, kozun, weiqiang, zack (rain look alike), bernard (top row of guys)
chong, me, kwan yee, chelsea, deborah, jasmine (bottom row girls)



quite confirmed heading to Japan
Yesterday, I talked with this girl/teacher who is currently working there as a teacher now in Temasek Language School in Kobe, Japan. I am going to replace her when I go over there.

She is a Christian. And the ex-teacher whom I am going up with is also a Christian. How coincidental is that? It has to be God's plan. As I was talking to this girl, she also told me about the church she goes to. And how it is time for "Boss" aka the principal to receive Christ. Haha. And she told me that a lot of things have happened there by the work of God. So she also believed that me going there has a purpose too. Wow! I was stunned. Haha.

If this is not God's way of telling me to go Japan, then what is? He already had everything planned out for me even before I am there. Seriously amazing! :)



progress to the goal: Japan
kobe = 神戸

--> notice that it points to GOD. Bingo! I seriously thought this was a wonderful revelation to me. But obviously my experience when told to others, they cannot understand the deep immense praying that I have been through to suddenly realise this. Its simply amazing. :)

excited...



congrats to me!
I got the invitation to go Japan liao. I can finally go Japan and teach English i.e. I can leave Singapore and get rid of all my irritating friends. haha. :)

Well... even though before I received the invitation, I was very determined to leave Sg. Cuz of my irritating friends who do not care about me and continue rattling off about their lives.

Just one day is sufficed for me to make a decision. No la. I was quite shocked that I got it. Cause I realise that out of the 20++ ppl that were interviewed, only 1 got through which is me. And I seriously wonder why me? Since another girl was much better than me in more ways that I can think of. maybe I got in cuz' i was cute (that was what the auntie say to tell me to go for this interview, she say he, the principal only select cute girls). haha. jokin la. i get scolded for thinking i m cute lor. dots.

actually i wanted to sum up the bad things and the good things that I get in a week. so if there are more bad things than good things, den i will go Japan. But I think I have decided. Before that, I need to talk to my parents first. I haven't got a chance to see them, much less talk to them. What a busy life I have. haha.

can you just get over it? rock foundation. build what will last.