can't help
I can't help but keep thinking about the SIA interview. After being rejected, it sat me thinking. Maybe I can give it a shot. Anyway, I am not that sort who wants to earn big bucks in the future (fulfilling my gender role). ha.

I'll try again if I get rejected for the Japan thingy.

Can't help but think that SIA interview feels like a beauty pageant. ha. i like.



sia interview
yesterday i went for the SIA interview. i must say that it is quite an interesting experience. haha..

First round:
We had to do a self-introduction followed by "what qualities do you think you have to be an air stewardess?" There were 10 girls sitting in a semi-circle with 2 judges facing us. I was the last girl but I think the best seat cuz' everyone was focused on me. wheee.. I got through it. 5 out of 10 girls made it through.

Second round:
They took our ht and wt. Followed by wearing of the SIA uniform: Sarong Kebaya and ah ma sandals. We had to rummage through clothings to find our clothes. The clothes were all over the place. We had to do a "catwalk". Later if you passed that, they will check your face for flaws with 2 strong lights shining at your face. Followed by stretch out hands for them to check. I was quite happy that I got in to this round already. haha. 4 out of 5 got in.

Third round:
1-1 interview. This was the tough crack. The interviewer was so fierce. She didn't even smile when I smiled at her. I said "hi" and she just nodded her head. Dots. She asked so many questions which froze me like what is good customer service? if you pay for it, should you be rendered good service? what do you think of the line "a customer is always right"? do you think good customer service comes with experience?
I know nuts about customer service. Argh...... Die-d. 2 out of 4 got in.

Fourth round (last):
Management tea party. I didn't make it through already so I don't know much.

The people whom I met there were quite nice. :) I hope the other 2 girls will make it. Seriously interesting experience.



hiding
have you ever felt like hiding? everyone's hiding recently.. i also feel like hiding..



V day
Valentine's day dates were actually quite nice and fun. although it ended up with a tiny bit of prob, it was resolved after all.

Home cooked Aglio Olio. PS Cafe at Dempsey. Red wine at Botanic gardens. Cheese and crackers. +++romantic+++

dinner cum "john tucker must die" at cine. haha. what a show to watch on V day.

help.



i think i really am going crazy
I can't believe I woke up around 7am this morning when I slept at 2am, did not wake up due to alarm clock. I just couldn't get back to sleep even though I told myself to. I was simply wide awake. Suddenly a whole stream of thoughts raced through my mind. I realize I have been over burdened by a lot of stuff especially with school work, ISM and applications. and also cell preparation although it ain't a burden.

Yesterday, as I was doing cell material, I realize that was what kept me sane. So many things to think about. Its killing me. I must say I can't really deal with stress very well. I really hope I can still go Japan to teach. This is my last shot. All the best to me. :)



back to square one
how far things can go wrong in just last week..

my fren refused to talk to me just cuz i said he was irritating..

i always offend my fren when i tell him sth..

JET sent me a rejection letter.. I am so gonna apply for another one..

this year's angbao decreased.. i did not even talk to my cousins.. i am too antisocial..

God, help me to be more aware of you.. thanks.. :)



thank God
seriously my week nearly got ruined cuz Dean's office refused to grant my conversion of modules, so that I can successfully graduate.

thank God for ppl with sound minds in the office to help clear my path. oh man. i m seriously indebted. to God.