change blogskin?
ah ha.. u must wondering eh, what happened to the pink interface?

i am currently in a very/extremely bored mood. i decided to do something productive like changing my blogskin. haha. dumb.

i have one more week to study for my last mcq of the semester. oh man. kill me. do i need so much time to study for mcq. i make sure i memorise every single thing there is on the page plus ample research. i should be able to get full marks. ha. i must be dreaming. mcqs are tricky k but i will try.

i watched 4 shows today. bits and pieces. daisy, totoro, princess mononoke and 200 pound beauty. thanks to youtube, my good fren. :D

i seriously cant wait for diving to start. i need to brush up my japanese skills. i need to buy a japanese-english dictionary before i go japan. i need to buy some nice clothes to wear in japan. ha. i want to buy a vest. nice vest to wear to work. haha. i must buy a yukata from japan. whee! *excited*



i m bored..
just finished my third paper.. yay.. before i know it, finished n off to the skies with diving n japan!!!!

arghhhhh... now i m super excited.. oh but i was bored in the first place. aiya.. i need to do something productive soon.. although thinking of holidays is a good start.. haha..



clear headed
yesterday, i ended up talking to ray for an hr and a half.. waste time.. but i guess it really showed what a lousy person he is..

sad to say.. it doesn't require much logic to understand that i do not/will not ever like him again. yes, i agree that his crap does create some humour and joy when you hear it. but as ah qing says, humour cannot last long. besides, i think he has this delusional thing with grandiosity. hearing him crap about what type of girls he look out showed that he is really a sensible person. but who on earth, which girl will like him. think of it ar, he has so many million criteria but he doesn't realise what a bad state he is in n keeps thinking he is "perfect". haiz.. i should scold him n wake him up.

to put it simply, i must be crazy to like him in the first place. am i blind?

call me when i m studying. irritate me. *poof*

p.s. ah qing, thanks for the persistent discouragement. ;)



rationality
liqing's sudden sms out of nowhere:

Follow yr mind, not yr heart.

afterwhich i came up with top 10 reasons (not exactly the ones that i came up with but i guess there are too many) why i shld be rational:
1. does not love God
2. not money financially stable
3. no car
4. smokes
5. gambles
6. ang moh pai
7. fatalist
8. believes in luck
9. lazy
10. a salesman

oh well, it was at the spur of the moment.

besides i have a problem now: i do not feel like studying, but the next moment you see me, i will be studying. arghhhh!!!



scary dream
i had a really scary dream. a nightmare in the afternoon nap? weird. cannot really remember what happened. but the nap was a horrible nap. kept thinking about my notes while i sleep. dreamt about a thin green colour snake. scary. urgh. :S bad. no more afternoon naps for me.



immense storage space
i think i m ready to burst. my brain is saturated and its aching. the stress is kicking it. i feel tired every now and then. no amounts of sleep seems to be enough for me. tomorrow will be full-fledged studying on personality. hope i can ta-han.

even though there is basically nothing for me to do online now, i still do not wish to resume back to studies. because the thought of it just makes u scared. i need to play game. i haven played game for a very very long time. boo..



a dream?
surprisingly amidst all the obsessional thought of you-know-who, i dreamt of mark, cindy n ah chao.. it is indeed strange. ha.

oh well, somehow i felt that it was God's way of telling me that i m too stressed. :p



mind boggling
我想这奇遇只是个恶作剧。

no matter how hard i try to convince myself that i should stop thinking about him doesn't work. please kill me. this is infuriating and not very appropriate when exams are coming soon. urgh. i think i am crazy. please kill me.



bored
only when times of boredom will one blog. damn sian. feel like a zombie now.

talked with a fren for 4 hrs last night. almost die-d. but the conversation was awesome, or so i think. :)

cant even think of anything to blog. i will study tmr.



interesting!
i thought blogger will nv allow me to blog ever cuz they insisted i had to sign up with a gmail account the last time.. yucks..

ever since tt day tt me, ah qing, raymond n kelvin - unexpectant dinner together.. things seem somehow interesting n exciting..

alrights.. i have no idea why it was interesting.. probably cuz ray talked a whole load of crap - smoking, the girl/s he liked etc.. n it seemed to remind me abt josh who also like to talk a lot of crap plus he reminds me of my ah beng frens last time.. who seem to be able to talk rubbish without considering what others will think abt them.. hahah..

sooooo... one would have thought that was just another one of those you will say "hi n bye" kind of frens.. but surprise surprise.. ray called me on tues n asked whether i wan to go for this easter concert on fren with zheng (aka his best fren) whom i also know from church camp.. so wat a coincidence.. n well lacking of dates, this seemed like the best invitation ever.. hahahha.. damnit, i seemed desperate..

so anyway.. that concert happened yesterday.. very fun indeed.. hahah.. i love it.. based on the fact that ray seems like such an extreme person aka smokes, gambles on mahjong, talks abt girls non-stop, a salesman (yucks), a fatalist n talks crap most of the time, practically speaking, i should hate him like everyone does.. but i don't.. in fact, i find him very interesting still.. n i dunno why.. it is super weird.. n i dun like him (as in relationship sense).. it is just interesting..

okay.. now i start to doubt whether i m just desperate or weird.. argh.. watever.. anyway it has been a rather fun semester even up to this point when it is nearing the exams.. start of the sem, we have josh.. middle of the sem, fun thai classes.. end of sem, we have ray.. hahahah.. life is not that boring afterall..