Wednesday, February 14, 2007 | 11:40 PM

valentine's day

it is a dread really.. until felicia sent msg saying sth abt falling in love with the Lord.. then i realise i shldnt be so condemning to this day.. haha.. :)

went eyebrow threading today.. i think my skin has become more n more thinner as they do the threading... make my eyes so painful.. hahah.. they shld be more gentle.. too many customers i think.. i was like right at the door when the queue started..

i miss my jappy frens from the cruise.. i wan to go japan.. boohoo..

i think my life is super happening now.. ever since i join dance blast.. think i got no time to do other things e.g. play maple! :p or even come online..

guess wat i did on V day? I went eyebrow threading, bought fake eyelashes for chingay n not forgetting the glue to stick it on.. bought a Uzumaki green tea ice cream to cheer myself for having no hot date.. hahha.. :)

got home n realise my grandma didnt even cook my dinner.. oh man.. i seriously think they think tt i got a date.. hahah.. i then spend the night with maplestory.. so kua chang..



Thursday, February 01, 2007 | 10:40 PM

the whole family is out to get me..

I repeat!!! the whole family is getting on my nerves!!!!!

Irritating mum went out with my 2 unloveable sisters and nv call me out... urgh.. it is not like i am going out with josh or out to church or wat.. she could have at least have the courtesy to call me.. and i repeat.. this is NOT the first time.. it is super irritating..

AND EVERYONE HAS TO SAY THAT TIS IS A SMALL MATTER!!!!

THIS IS NOT A SMALL MATTER IF YOU HAVE BEEN NEGLECTED FOR THE 21 YEARS OF YR LIFE!!! GET IT!!!! ARRRRGGGHHHH......


I have nv had a stable childhood or life.. so nv ever think you all i.e. family know the best.. random intrusive thoughts keep coming to my mind.. i think i will really be getting schizo before i even get 30.. urgh.. the whole family doesnt care at all.. n just keeps saying that i m selfish, petty and stuff..

SHUT UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now i want to listen to my music also cannot.. where is the freedom!!!!!!! arghhhhh.... irritating....................................................................... *super pissed*