Saturday, April 29, 2006 | 4:23 PM

eczema!

feeling rather low nowadays due to my skin problem.. haiz.. its like a plague.. n joel can still make a joke out of it by saying tt now i can seriously find true love.. haha...

oh well.. its not tt i didnt pray, its also not tt i dun believe tt God will heal me or sth, or even if he doesnt, it doesnt matter...

its just tt the skin problem can be seen.. noticed.. its so obvious.. its like so gross, having so many bumps on yr hands, feet n the whole body.. and u cant do anything to solve it cuz its a skin problem.. it takes a whole long time to heal.. arhhhhhhhhhhh..... misery..

everytime ppl ask me, i will say its okay la.. i m fine.. i m not lying.. i m really fine.. but its just tt sometimes things just overwhelm you n i really hate to see the bumps on my hands.. now i cant seem to be able to do anything.. cuz i will be staring at my hands.. haiz.. upset-ed..

now there is a big blister like thingy on my hand n its causing me quite a bit of discomfort cuz its painful.. urgh.. i wonder if i really got some 绝症... its not tt i m just being pessimistic.. its just tt i m just feeling hopeless..

can ppl stop asking me abt my bumps.. upset-ed... and my head now leaking pus.. wah seh.. how m i going to survive this ordeal.. haiz..

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