in school discussion room..
super bored now..

finished presentation.. the presentation was great, wonderful.. the teacher even wanted to our slideshow.. it must be super good.. but i know my presentation really is yucks.. cuz i was jibberish.. talking no sense.. haiz.. as usual..

but thank God that He helped me to resolve my lappy prob.. n its working fine.. tt was why i was able to blog.. :D even though the my presentation of my slides wasnt very good, at least God gave me a rather calm heart.. great..

lalala.. we are just frens.. lalala.. must rmb..



studious.. ha..
dialouge btw my sis n me..

scenario: web page of hate groups on lappy that i was working on, sis walks in

sis (non-chalantly) : what are doing?
me (plainly) : i m creating a hate group for lawrence.
sis (shocked!) : huh? really?
me (amused) : Siao! u really think so? i m doing project la..

lol.. cant believe my sis actually believed it.. ah haha..



home
i have decided i shall not be sad anymore.. i feel retarded when i m sad..

plus, i have decided.. there are plenty of handsome guys out there.. plus i m not desperate.. i shall hold on to the fact that fairy tales can still happen.. dun tell me that i m self-deluding myself.. nope, i m not..

i will not comprehend fully what good purpose does God has in mind.. but i shall cling on to the overflowing hope that God gives..

fine.. great.. got it out.. :)

to wx: what makes u think that i hate someone?

sidenote: i ate maggie mee for lunch cuz someone refused to eat lunch with me..
plus: i realise i m the jerk but i refuse to admit it.. so wat can u do.. NOTHING!



men are jerks
i m back to this state once again.. think i will soon be suffering from depression soon.. judging on how things have gotten worse for me..

an ad i saw on TODAY

feel like crying all the time? you may be suffering from depression.

if u experience five or more of the following symptoms for more than 2 weeks, see yr family doctor.

• intense sadness
• tiredness
• sense of worthlessness
• changes in appetite
• changes in sleep patterns
• agitation for no reason
• inability to concentrate
• thoughts of suicide

treat depression early. log on to www.hpb.gov.sg or call healthline at 1800-223 1313.

for conselling call 1800-283 7019

Haiz.. sianz.. think i suffer most of the symptoms.. ah ha.. sounds like what i study in abnormal psych.. i m still functioning normally so i guess i m still fine.. :o

work, work and more work..
so much to do within this week..

jap oral presentation, stats presentation, social psych presentation.. wah seh.. i ever wonder how m i suppose to cope all these.. but thank God that He is always there..

skipped abnormal psych lect only to realise that today's lect is on gender disorders.. i miss that.. ah.. its suppose to be interesting.. haiz.. upset with myself.. haha..

life resumes..

n i m fine..



disheartened..
how can one be so cruel.. to hurt tis little girl here..

depressed.. hope dwindled like nv b4.. guess its the end..

whenever i look into yr eyes, i want to cry.. cuz i cant bring myself to tell u how much i need u.. when u just ignored me.. treating me as a normal fren..

neverending tears..

pathetic.

sidenote: sounds poetic.. heh..



chongky san
Happy Birthday chongky san!!! :D

wonder how come u were unhappy.. cuz i was late? sorry sis, hope u did enjoy yr day! cheerios! have a blessed week..



ignored..
sick.. terribly sick for like a whole 4 and 1/2 days..

sick until i could barely move.. barely function as a normal human being..

yet NOT one soul realise.. of cos not.. cuz i have been staying at home..

ah well.. :D anyway i m fine and healthy.. wah haha.. who can beat the unbeatable.. i m being mad..

losing someone u cherish can seem so heartbreaking at times.. and yet brings a lot of hatred too.. cant distinguish what i shld do.. haiz..



sad sad day
no more..

gone..

all it leaves is a sad girl crying by herself..



so bored..
i have succumbed to the pressures of not studying, tt is why i m here..

ah haha.. :D ah well, haven been very good recently.. watched the "frog prince" show, made me cry until very jia lat.. it was really sad..

dancing is getting way cooler.. except that i get a few mistakes here n there.. otherwise its fine.. lol.. i have been thinking of revamping my hall into a dance studio.. muahahah.. i dun think tt is possible.. but i bet tt will be so cool.. :D yes, yutaki, my dance instructor, single, half jap and chinese.. how cool is tt.. bet a lot of girls like.. tt is why like most of the ppl there learning are all girls.. wahhaha.. including me.. :p

tmr no bible study with bc.. suppose to be free day but not free day after all.. going to have a mtg with law.. ah haha..

i shld get back to my studies.. i want to watch "vampire" show tonight.. :D



Bali Bomb Blast
Due to the recent bomb blast in Bali, i do not have much to say.. except that why are they destroying their own land..

haiz.. actually it makes the dive trip to Bali to be cancelled.. so sad.. the long awaited bali trip.. cancelled cuz of that stoopid bomb blast.. actually i think there is not much danger la.. cuz danger is everywhere.. if u have to die means u have to die.. everywhere also unsafe.. wat if u just walk out of the road and u get banged by a car.. its the same wat.. haiz.. whatever.. no worries.. death has been overcomed.. :p

ah well.. i shall stop being ignorant and still insist on going to bali.. maybe i shld not go for diving trips during year end after all.. its suppose to be the merry season.. everytime christmas comes, i feel happy.. lol.. maybe cuz got presents to take.. lol.. i miss mission trips.. hmmm.. and church camp.. excited cuz i not in planning comm.. which means i get to play the games.. wheee.. i love playing games.. except that i may be a bit old liao.. so i become childish if i play games.. lol.. who says that? ha!

blogger is weird.. its still a bit crazy.. the icons are all in one row.. is it the problem with my com or blogger?