weird..
why do joshuas function at the same time.. not meant to be rude.. but its funny.. lol..

just when i was getting frustrated and stuff.. no la.. was abit relaxed already.. received joshua's msg amidst of all the msging with lawrence.. den "yet another msg" but its a forward msg la.. nothing much..

den suddenly joshua called on my phone.. i saw it.. i was resistant to picking up the call.. den i still answered it.. den realised it was joshua lee.. wahhahahha.. anyway its different joshua if u all didnt know.. the lee brothers were in the car.. n they happened to be in the vicinity so they called me.. hahhaah.. ask me to peek my head out of the window.. wahahhaha.. den i saw them.. quite small from my window.. esp when its 3 floors away.. didnt went to talk to them though.. probably they were in a rush..

so weird.. 2 joshuas always function at the same time.. the other time was also like this.. lol.. so funny, strange and weird.. wahahhah..



salesman..
yucks.. i hate salesman.. esp when its yr own family members who are salesman..

y does my cousin keep coming my house, persuading the rest of the family members to like buy stuff.. i shld like just go over his house and preach the gospel..

comparing salesman n preaching the gospel.. how can they be put together.. reminds me of xiaxue's blog.. but its irritating.. i didnt know tt salesman are so taggy.. so sticky.. so hard to get rid of..

my poor mother ended up listening to the salesman talk.. probably she is too kind-hearted, i shld say.. den my father just left her there alone listening to salesman talk.. poor mother.. n me as a daughter, i also didnt try anything.. left her to defend herself.. where is daddy when she needs him the most..

haiz.. cannot stand salesman..



cant go for the concert...
yes n i caused it to be.. not the concert's fault.. its my prob.. my huge, irritating self ego.. i m sounding like a guy now..

its irritating..irritating when its exams and so many things have to happen.. irritating.. i hate exams.. why in the world are they exams as if they cant tell yr intelligence by one look.. urgh..

haiz.. i m mad.. just venting my frustration..n tt stoopid maths is driving me crazy.. probability of getting (n-1) heads out of n tosses.. probabilty of this and tt.. possible bus routes from pt A to pt B.. its driving me crazy.. stupidity got the hold out of me..



haiz..
i keep thinking abt a concert which i m not going.. which i cant go cuz no one wants to accompany me there..

haiz.. who wants to go to the concert can call me n ask me for it.. i m willing to give them out.. or maybe u can go with me.. still got time.. faster think..

no mood to study..



pissed..
yes i m pissed..

pissed at ppl who say things and then mean other things..

u tell me.. how in the world was i to know "its ok" means its not ok at all.. urgh.. if it doesnt mean tt, den dun ever mention it.. idiots..

urgh...



david tao's concert
wah seh.. first time in my life i have ever won tickets.. wahahhahha.. i won a pair of tix to tao's concert.. dun be jealous.. its easily retrievable.. lol..

thought it was sth spectacular or sth.. dotz.. i realise tt actually its free standing concert.. it will be super tiring man.. lol.. aiya.. aiya.. free standing.. wat do i suppose it to be ar.. free tix to free standing concert.. sadz.. well at least i found out before i was there.. or else i will be fuming again..

so strange isnt it.. i won a pair of tix.. i shld be happy.. but why arent i.. weirdo.. dunno how to be satisfied when probably millions of ppl are dying to get in.. lol.. like real.. ah.. shld have found out before participating in any competition.. i was just trying to see whether can win anything.. wahahaha.. alas.. anyway its great la.. but its tmr.. means minus a bit of studying.. moreover its at expo.. so far far away.. oh dear.. but its short.. only 1 hr.. just 1 hr n u expect me to travel all the way to expo.. i will think abt it.. :D



supper again..
wah.. this is like the consecutive of supper meals ever..

the past few days have been ice-cream from ben n jerry's, haagen das, dregens and magnolia yoghurt mixed fruit ice cream.. must try the magnolia one.. very nice... :D its new.. yest had carrot cake + brownie ice cream.. today we have some seafood mee swa.. special stuff.. + fried carrot cake... wah seh...

seriously if i dun get fat, its a miracle.. plus no exercise and just reading notes.. i dun suppose its going to help much.. wah seh..

i shld stop..



theatre is gone..
wheeeeeeee....... finally tt mind boggling module is gone.. gone and done with.. gd gd gd.. i m happy.. hahhahha.. now i got to worry abt my stats..

is there any stats whiz out there.. wahahah.. actually i thought i was getting the hang of it.. when i realise i got so many mistakes.. dotz.. lol..

the piano incident
yest night, while i was having dinner with my mum n youngest sis at the dinning table.. my sister just awoke from her sis, drowsy as usual.. got a "irritated" nag from my mother telling her to practise the piano.. which she complained that it was a waste of money to splurge on if my sis did not practise her piano skills.. so she kept complaining n nagging...then my sister burst out crying and wailing.. then tt pissed my mother off and she spirals into the vicious cycle of nagging.. until i was like

"Look.. u could have just told her that you want to listen to her play the piano.. instead of instructing her to play the piano.. making it sound more like a chore n an obligation.." (then i sort of repeated myself again)

she paused for moment.. den she said "its indeed quite useful after studying some psychology. ya maybe the tone was inaccurate in naggin her and stuff.."

first time my mother praised for sth which i nv thought of.. but then it wasnt really tt great.. n i have no idea whether i was thinking of psychology at tt time.. but maybe it did helped a bit.. maybe i was more of thinking of myself.. if i had been in tt situation, i had also hoped my mother will listen to me play the piano even though she doesnt know a thing abt appreciating.. but at least the child will feel proud right.. rather than nagging.. n maybe it was dejavu.. cuz just the day b4, i had asked my sis to play the piano cuz i wanted to listen to her play.. and the 2nd thing is she actually thought she was wrong.. wat a miracle! my mother is a stubborn woman.. if u didnt know.. like me.. no i mean i m like her.. lol..

so in the end, its much easier to ask her to play the piano.. meanwhile i can enjoy the nice music, n she can also enjoy my company to listen to her play the piano.. "yi ju liang de"

well but after tt spectacular speech by twy.. my sister did not stop crying.. instead the scolding got worse.. so it doesnt seem to help much either.. hahhaha.. well well.. at least its better now..



finished studying?
i wonder if i managed to squeeze all those nonsense stuff into my brain well.. wahahhahha.. i dun care anymore.. theatre is of no use.. seriously.. :D

just had 2 brownie ice creams shared among my sisters and my mum.. nice nice.. better than going outside to eat.. lol.. i guess its the togetherness.. wahahaha.. :D

actually i m a bit scared la.. i didnt even try my best to study.. but then hor.. seriously its not my cup of tea.. to study sth which i dun like.. wahhahaha.. (gd excuse, isnt it?) i shall not dwell on this dull topic any longer..

nothing better to do.. its nice to blog.. n just type rubbish.. lol..

back to boring stuff.. :D



its one of those days..
its one of those days which u dun feel like doing anything.. doing anything seems futile..

tell me.. what m i suppose to study abt theatre studies.. its so ... its so boring and dry n blah blah blah.. study wat.. i m so dead this time.. going mad n crazy..

i need to study.. trying to psycho myself here.. haiz.. its hopeless.. why did i take theatre.. i m mad..



chicken rice stall in holland V food court
its irritating.. i was irritated.. irritated at getting "chopped" by chicken rice stall in holland V food court..

u may say i m petty.. n i m.. i admit.. n who cares.. the chicken rice stall is seriously too much..

can u imagine.. the owner charged us for $9.50 for chicken rice for 2.. wah seh.. so expensive.. crazy.. dun ever buy chicken rice from tt stall.. moreover, it wasnt even written on the signboard.. cheaters buggers.. i calculate for u all to see.. u know wat the owner said.. $8 for a plate of chicken for 2 and 2 bowls of soup aka water with msg.. 50 cents for a plate of rice.. n 50 cents for an egg.. 8 dollars for a miserable plate of chicken.. it was super little la..

a plate of rice on the signboard costs 3 dollars.. in the end.. it costed more than i had imagined.. i m pissed.. pissed at such "chopping" method.. SIAO!!! i will NV.. i say NEVER eat from tt stoopid chicken rice stall in holland V food court even if the whole sg doesnt sell chicken rice anymore.. IRRITATING... idiots...



1 down...
finally psych is over.. finally.. it has been haunting my brains ever since i have been studyin it.. u think its fun, think twice? hahahha.. but its still interesting.. :D

anyway i m glad its over.. i was happy tt i was able to answer the short answer qns.. tt is all.. lol.. i m quite contented with 18 marks or so.. wahahhahha.. i m mad.. the other qns confirm flunk.. forget it.. hahahha.. mcq is either u know it or u dun.. so well.. nothing much to say abt it anyway..

life is so boring, isnt it..

but NO... i went to watch "swing girls" just now.. can u imagine it.. a break during exams.. u must think i m mad.. but ah well, ppl has got to rest to go for a longer distance (did i get it right? hahaha) it was great.. its abt JAZZ.. favourite.. so cool.. but its kind of kua zhang n crappy.. dun watch it if u want to watch serious movie with all the bullets flying here n there and all those nonsense.. hahahha.. its nice sometimes to just watch a crappy show.. entertaining.. :D

i love steak.. esp from jack's place.. lol.. i wonder it has the best.. but as long as u dine with the right person.. anything tastes nice, dun u think so.. wahahhahah.. but it was great.. :D

so ppl.. ganbatte yo!!!



a non-christian's blast at pastor at funeral
hmmm.. its interesting to find so many non-christians are not happy with christianity just by a speech of evangelism given by the pastor at a funeral.. click here to view..

i wonder wat will pastors say abt it.. not alot of christians post though.. it may be deleted by the author or just-like-tt lor.. :D



lappy is well again..
hahhahahha.. so happy.. yay.. i m at home serving the net...

has lappy recovered yet? well.. i really dunno... cuz it just miraculously recovered.. dunno wat me n my sister did to it too.. wahhahahha.. but tis is gd..

yokatta!!! :D

tmr is theatre prac.. i super nervous.. dunno why.. i scared i forget lines.. scared i didnt managed to wear my costumes in time for the next scene.. scared my expression like ****.. scared i dun perform as well.. oh dear oh dear..

"come on, u will do fine" --> ya, right.. who knows.. just nervous la..

but its exciting.. wheeee... so much things to do.. urgh..

i think i will suffer a nervous breakdown soon.. AHHHHh....



its morning again..
well.. my lappy is working.. only when its in front of lt14.. its weird.. haiz.. i do not know wat is wrong.. at home, cannot use.. in central lib, cannot use.. now in front of lt14 can use.. den repair wat.. i also dunno how to tell the person.. haiz.. dread..

i just hope it works at home when i get back.. or else i will scream.. urgh.. this is so so strange.. urgh..

anyway i shld get back to my studies since lappy can work in sch.. which is gd.. :D



salmon belly soup.. yummy..
wah.. its super delicious.. must try man.. the taste is still in my mouth after such a long time since lunch.. wahhahahha.. its available at sushi tei, ppl.. shld try.. i love it.. hahahhaah... but tt doesnt mean u will enjoy it.. but then its still gd to try.. :D

yupz.. shld be studying now.. as usual.. i feel like sleeping now.. studying is pretty boring.. when u have to read stuff which u have read thru b4.. how boring is tt.. hahhahah..

psych is suppose to be interesting... what is wrong man.. weird.. hope i have the perserverence soon.. or else..

oh ya.. all the best to ppl studying out there.. GANBATTE!!!



Happy Birthday to Lawrence!
hahaha.. happy birthday.. post specially created for u.. hope u do enjoy this day ya.. :D

prezzie ready.. pls appreciate it.. hahhahaha.. :D

cheerios!



staring at the screeen again
recently i watched a clip which i liked.. the song is nice.. go watch it.. just click here

well well.. studying is quite borin sometimes but still can hang in there for a while, i guess..

back to my health.. i still got phlegm.. dotz.. oh dear it starts to hurt again.. sianz.. wat is wrong.. i shld go see a doc.. :p



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sick..
i m so terribly sick..

headache, sore throat.. loads of phlegm.. urgh.. plus running nose.. how worse can it get, right? hahhaha.. ah well.. just hope tt i can recover fast enough to mug..

well, ppl out there.. just pray for to improve my health ya.. byez



i love family bonding part II
went out with my sisters and mother to orchard for dinner.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... we ate sakae sushi.. our fav place.. hahhaha.. actually cuz no where to go la.. :p

i love it when mum becomes nice.. hahahha.. which is very seldom.. esp to me.. :p but anyway it was nice..

until my 2nd sister, dunno wat is wrong with her.. she went berserk and became angry.. haiz.. there goes the happy nice family bonding that we had.. till now, i still dunno why she shld get angry.. prob she will get past this phase soon.. hahhahah.. :p

i had fun talkin with my little sister all the way home on the bus.. we talked quite abit.. actually she was talkin the whole time la.. talkin abt her teacher.. so weird n funny.. hhahahha.. but nonetheless, it was still a great get together session.. i guess its just the fact that we are together..

how many times do ppl actually get together with their family members man.. aiya, a pity that daddy is always not ard together with the family.. or else it will be great.. hahhahah.. really.. i love family bonding, do u?

today in JYM, they had some discussion btw parents and youth.. so debating about stuff la.. parents always give model answers which and lame and crappy.. hahhahahha.. as usual.. hate adults.. tt is why it shows how ppl like us are more superior.. wahhahahahhah.. (forgetting that i will grow old someday, URGH!)

i haven got down to studying yet.. doomed..



i love family bonding
had a great time just talkin with my mother n sisters on the bed...

hahhahah.. we were all gathered round the bed.. talkin to one another.. my sister is feeling so sleepy.. they just laid down there relaxing.. hahhaha.. i dunno why.. but its really such a nice feeling to be able to just be together n just crapping.. then my mother will always comment on my "football" legs.. hahahha.. :D den i will just accept tt fact lor.. den we joke around, bicker ard.. ask her abt the english ed and chinese ed thingy for the theatre production..

found out an interesting fact about my father's side of the family, who went to chinese ed or english ed.. supposedly, the girls were assigned to go for english ed and the boys were assigned to go to the chinese ed schools.. super funny.. hahhahhaha.. :D now i can see why the difference in their values and thinking.. wah.. it reallly makes a difference.. hahhahah.. then my mother's side.. only her youngest brother went to english ed school.. and he didnt even go on cuz he didnt feel like studying anymore.. :D wahahhahha.. and he is super arrogant now.. yucks..



my throat hurts..
i heard from jan b4 tt starfruit juice cures the throat.. it did get better.. but not yet.. urgh.. i dun like tt feeling.. meanwhile, i m experimenting all sorts of way to deal with my sore throat...

ie.. gulp down loads of star fruit juice
drink loads of honey jasmine green tea - honey n green tea, best combini
salt with coke = salt with tonic - which do u think is better? it really works.. i tried the coke one.. nice drink.. :D
jia jia liang cha - dun like the taste
lozenges - dun like medicine

i wonder if trying all these will work.. hope it doesnt aggravate my situation.. oh dear.. hahhahaha.. but it has been gd.. law has been treating me well.. ever since tt "not so happy" day.. :p but it has been great, agree? :D

my throat still hurts.. of cos.. i think i shld sleep.. tmr i still have threatre rehearsel.. oh boy oh boy.. no need to study liao.. :p



time to blog
wat a pathetic blog title.. hahhaha.. :p

exams are nearing.. i m afraid.. afraid tt i will do badly.. i will really try my best this time.. but i need to get my butt moving.. hmmm... i mean to get myself going.. hahhahaha.. well.. i haven been reading my theatre studies notes n i m so so so lost...

went for stats tutorial today, realised tt i m seriously super lost.. oh man.. nv ask qn somemore.. oh dear oh dear.. dunno whether answers correct or not.. dunno whether i know anything or not.. i m so so so lost.. urgh.. haiz.. hopeless..

everything is lost to me.. even if i did tutorials.. i still dun have answers.. its like the same lor.. no difference... ... ................................................... dotz...........................................

tired? not really.. need to get moving man..

oh ya.. managed to dl my 2nd episode of anime... wheeeeeeeeeee......... yay.. just watched finish.. nice nice.. hahahahha.. cant wait for the next to dl finish.. :p

rmb the previous blog i was writing with jap words.. i wonder how come they didnt show up as jap words.. hmmm.. abit sad.. hahhaa.. i hope others can read though..



when u just dun feel like doing anything..
wat a boring day..

normal routine.. go church.. but this time with law trying to learn the PA which he claimed tt he is trained already.. ya.. i know.. gd gd.. hahahha.. then had to go to the cemetery.. to pay respects.. went there n see some whirlwinds of ash, soot + plastic bag flying into the air.. just as we were abt to leave, it starts to drizzle..

didnt go for JYM.. wonder if ppl will start accusin me of skipping JYM again.. as usual, there will be.. watever.. i dun care.. why do i always feel like i own JYM sth like tt.. shut up..

did my tutorials.. halfway.. stuck.. as usual..

nothing to blog.. tt basil complained tt i haven blog for days.. hahah.. wat do u expect.. i have a mundane life.. packed with nothing..

i need to get in the mood of studying.. oh dear..





now.. everybody knows what a whale shark looks like... wahhahahahha.... 



cramps
sometimes u just dun feel like bloggin.. it becomes too much of a routine.. so u wan some changes.. hahaa..

decided to blog.. too bored doing my tutorials which i cant seem to figure out how to do.. is tt dumb or the qns are getting difficult.. :p well, blame it on not going for lectures then.. i m LOST!!!

hungry pangs.. i want to eat sth..

do u really think diving is fun.. --> when u have to pay for the equipment rental.. who implement tt stoopid thingy.. hahhaha.. haiz.. dun feel like diving anymore.. so sianz.. aur is a good place for get away not diving.. cuz there is nothing to do.. except probably surprises here n there.. then tt is interesting.. but since when do ppl get so lucky one.. ah well.. blame it on the divers.. blame it on the overdived sites.. blame the boat for being so lazy.. only go for places such as dayang channel n lung bay.. i want to go out.. out there where u can gd stuff.. gd stuff???

i suddenly realise sometimes i can be very stoopid.. keep saying the wrong things in front of law.. ahhahaha.. i thought whale shark was killer whale.. how stoopid is tt.. hhahahaha.. haiz.. i will include tt picture in.. hmph.. hahhaha..

ah well.. what a boring life.. maybe besides the international buffet at some ulu hotel and the webcast on the scandal..