back from aur.. back to sch..
i miss aur life.. the peace, quiet and fun life.. no worries.. just dive, eat and sleep.. so shiok!!! beautiful sunset, wonderful ppl esp law, sound of waves, awesome beach except for the rocks and many dead corals.. :p but at least there was the nurse shark, it compensated for everything.. whoohooo.. (sorry law, highlight of aur, :p)

yet another sch day.. dance practise, fun.. yay!!

dread: got term paper to write.. urgh..

i miss aur...



the day before the dive trip...
finally.. finally.. there is a chance to relax.. cant wait to get out of this pathetic world into the silent marine life world.. where there is less talk n more peace.. cant wait.. i just cant wait.. to just spend the time on the island.. quiet and peace.. without the busy schedule, tests to rush, just put all the worries aside.. on tt little island of aur..

it may seem selfish though.. but I DUN CARE... wahahhahhaha...

well.. just another day of tough times in church.. ya.. pas henry was saying.. ya.. u shld ask yrself "why are u in church for?" ya i wonder sometimes too, maybe i shld stop attending.. hahhaha... maybe ar.. too bad i m tied down.. urgh.. tired.. church already got so many activities.. today, uncle tard somemore ask me n law whether want to join their cell or not.. haiz.. why cant they check first before asking.. i got so MANY THINGS to do.. besides horrible sch work load, plus dance practises, plus PA duties, plus youth focus, plus CE courses, plus dg in sch n dg in church, plus must go to jym and get irritated by ppl.. at least david was nice.. cuz he is the joker.. wahahhaha.. gd thing tt cheryl is ard.. although she left early, her presence is greatly APPRECIATED... :D aunt carolin also not happy tt we keep skipping dg.. but not like i want to skip leh.. haiz.. i love dg.. its great.. i guess it does wear ppl out.. esp aunt carolin too.. she, like very sian also.. haiz..

sick and tired.. wah.. cant wait to catch the lovely breeze by the sea.. the scorching sun is better than a life in sg.. yucks.. besides the beach is awesome, who can resist man.. cant wait to dive... the fishes are waiting... :p maybe we can see manta ray... wahhahaha.. tt is wat law wants to see.. :p and must catch.. the lovely stars at night.. there are abt a million of them la.. all twinkling back at you.. wah seh... cant wait.. whoohoooooooooooo.............. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........



start of the mid term break...
finally, finished 3 tests in one day... whew!!! what a day man... nearly die-d... well what is next??? definitely DIVINGDIVINGDIVING!!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee....................

whoohoo... finally what i have been waiting for.. not to forget tt there is a term paper left to write for this sem.. urgh.. i m glad jap is fine except for the mid term test.. urgh.. on the 8 march.. great.. which is not too far away.. i just noticed.. wah seh.. tmr prob will be able to buy my dive equipment... wheeee... i wonder if i will have money left after buying the equipment.. urgh... ahhahahha... ar... well, we'll see...

time to RELAX after being stressed for so long..................................

tonight's dance practise was great, as always.. :D



dive roadshow over...
tiring? exhausted? i m glad tt i m still alive in one piece even though the week has been filled with activities.. i managed to sit through my maths test without much difficulty i hope.. wahhaha.. go for booth duties and stuff.. tmr still need to study for my 2 tests on fri.. tt is taxing.. 1 term paper to complete.. shakuntala video to watch.. a playscript to read.. wah seh.. thank God for the strength so far man.. being deprived of sleep and time to study.. still managin well, i m impressed by myself but of cos, i m too conceited.. :p just glad tt i didnt faint or sth.. hahah..

ah ha.. diving is soon.. 21st to 24th feb... whoo hooo... yay!! so glad tt i got to go on a trip up.. n with "u know who".. wheee... so wonderful.. so blessed.. so breezeful.. wheeee.... dunno why.. but i feel great.. even though nothing happened terribly significant.. hahha.. :D just happy tt things are going well...

V day was fantastic.. the best tt i have ever gone thru in my life up to this pt.. so sweet.. got flowers some more... wheeee... tt is the best part actually.. wahahhaha.. i love roses.. *tsk tsk, more more next year* hahha.. got prezzies which i love n will treasure.. thanx a million, law.. u r the best!!! hahaha...



chinese new year's eve..
trauma.. scoldings.. shoutings.. tt was how the day went..

terrible.. just now, my grandma cooked food for the whole family without realising tt we were heading to my aunt's place to eat.. tt was the routine for like how many years already.. haiz.. i dunno why.. so strange.. weird.. well well.. den my parents were shouting across the room at one another for not rmbering to inform my grandma not to cook today.. oh man.. so terrible..

well now in the comforts of home, but still need to study for tests.. wat a horrible holiday.. haiz.. sianz.. dive trips coming up too.. oh man.. even less time.. urgh..



lyrics of this midi..
Simple and Clean

When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go

Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


You're giving me too many things lately
You're all I need
You smiled at me, and said


Don't get me wrong I love you
But does that mean I have to meet your father?
When we are older you'll understand

What I meant when I said "No,
I don't think life is quite that simple"


When you walk away
You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go

Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight
It's hard to let it go


The daily things that keep us all busy
Are confusing me
That's when you came to me and said


Wish I could prove I love you
But does that mean I have to walk on water?
When we are older you'll understand

It's enough when I say so
And maybe some things are that simple

When you walk away

You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight

It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on

Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

When you walk away

You don't hear me say please
Oh baby, don't go
Simple and clean is the way that you're making me feel tonight

It's hard to let it go

Hold me
Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on

Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all
Nothing's like before

Hold me

Whatever lies beyond this morning
Is a little later on
Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all

Nothing's like before

lamenting..
tmr is chinese new year's eve.. terrible.. cuz i have lessons from 9-3pm.. terrible.. wat kind of horrible day this is..its suppose to be a holiday.. n i m suppose to prepare for tutorial.. wat m i suppose to do.. so mah fan.. haiz.. terrible.. terrible.. i hope i have the ability to crap like law does.. he craps non-stop recently.. dunno wat got into him.. haha.. :p

n i assumed tt fri dun have school den i realise actually i got lecture on fri.. stoopid.. wat a blur person i m.. haiz.. as usual.. hahah..

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!




aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
frustrated.. the com couldnt connect to the internet.. den min told me it was chong's fault.. den i scolded chong.. but in fact it was not her fault.. so sorry.. i was too caught up tt i got a lot of things to do but actually very fast can do finish.. so i was whining loudly and shouting across the neighbourhood and shouting at the top of my lungs at 11 plus.. "i hate the internet!!!".. pissed with the connection.. but then it was my sis who offered and repaired the internet prob for me.. (own her for tt) but thanx sis, sorry for scolding u.. stoopid me..

one moment you can be so happy, the next moment you are like screaming and shouting.. m i psychotic.. seriously.. emotions change so fast tt its scary..

i was actually super super happy abt the dance practise that i had just now.. it was really super fun.. super fun to learn how to dance and worship God at the same time.. tt is wat i call really dancing.. and not just steps that matter.. :D wahahahah.. so fun..

but then just now.. so pissed made me realise tt haiz.. wat an idiot i m.. well well.. wat can i say man.. ha... and poor lawrence got the shouting and scolding when he called me.. oh dear oh dear.. tis is terrible.. my own frustratino was inflicting pain onto so many ppl.. tis is terrible.. haiz..

didnt ask.
didnt ctrl.
all in a folly.
caused the misery of ppl.
ppl whom u loved.
ppl whom u cared abt.
cherish them.
and stop getting angry for nothing.
stop yr pms.