Monday, November 07, 2005 | 10:02 PM

a lie

a msg.

"hope tat you are feeling better"

brings both warmth and pain at the same time. how can a msg bring such diversified feelings?

somehow i feel ignoring everything tt had happened would have been better but tt will be escapism..

everytime i feel tt i m ok already, a hit has to come by. and why does all the sermons seem to have relationships. and why does everyone has to ask me "where is lawrence?". and wat is everyone's problem. and why do i have to suffer this alone. and why do lovey dovey couples keep appearing in front of me. and God is fair. i deserve it.

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