prophecy?
prophecy tt is bothering me or sth deeper???

definitely sth deeper.. uncle boon cheang mentioned tt i have the gift of prophecy if i know how to exercise it properly.. WHAT?!? *shocked.. whoa.. wait a moment.. a prophetic person.. whoa.. where did that come from? nv in my life i thought i will have the gift of prophecy.. maybe sth else.. like being a pastor's wife is just as gd.. but prophecy.. tt is really whoa.. oh ya.. he asked me whether i speak in tongues and whether i was baptised in the Holy Spirit which none i have fulfilled.. well well.. tt is shock..

but such shock causes me once again to reflect upon my life.. on how sinful my life is.. clouded with unclean thoughts, actions and speech.. ah.. my life is in a ruin.. seriously.. to receive tt gift.. life must be holy.. how man.. i m like in the dumps like wat u will call "shit".. sorry to use tt word.. but it really best describes wat i really feel..

struggling.. i cant let go.. dunno wat i cant let go.. relationship? pride? sin? the fear of being used mightily by God? i know God is powerful.. i know if i accept what is from God, my life will change radically.. but i cant even take tt step of faith.. i cant.. i cant!!! i dunno why.. i just cant la.. i have been just struggling for like the past few preachers + past few altar calls + God's prompting.. all i refused.. i just refused lor.. i m seriously in deep s***

i just cant la.. i dunno wat is holding back.. i think its my life.. the way i live my life.. shouting at ppl at home like anyhow i want.. being mean to ppl like saying they are very irritating.. hated it when the happy island ppl didnt like wat i did.. relationship also got big problem.. loads of rubbish here and there..

actually its just me la huh.. all this while, its not like God hasnt been speaking to me.. i just refuse la.. haiz.. i give up!

coming to the crisis of belief.. i still cant.. cant.. even though i told God i surrendered.. bad..

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The title had crossed my mind to do an entry because there's a question from variety peoples always asked the same things. I collected the questions since i was a small kids until now. The "question" is always same. So, i would like to share it with you. I also include about my blog k.

Your blog is really nice, how did you do that?
Actually, i always change my theme because i am a person who havva very quick feeling of boredom. I cannot make things permanently -certain. I was at random when viewing others people blog on tumblr. I said T U M B L R only. So if their theme makes me attracted, i will make them as inspiration. Tadaa!

You looked pretty, are you mixed blood?
Haha. Yes I am (and i wonder how they know i was ‚ñß.‚ñ® ). People notice that by looking at my face (totally) and the way i talked?? LOL. Okay, my late grandfather (beside my father) is a Thai. His family comes from Pattani, Thailand. But then my grandfather's family move to Malaysia because of several problem. My grandpa is a pure Thai,, naahh.. no wonder i love thai foods so much while my sister love to watch Thai's movies. Furthermore, my late grandfather (beside my mom) is Java people. Pure also. About his family background, they came to Malaysia to trade -Business :P

Why did your nose had a freckles?
This question is always asked by people since i was a small kids. Got answer above, i stated all there. Im mixed. stfu.

What kind of products did you use?
Hah this question lagi laa... Actually my face wasnt a flawless like a baby's skin. I do had a pimple problem when i was thirteen years old, but now not again. I just use the face cleanser -Shurah. and Mycin to prevent the pimple. Its pretty good.

What's the brand of cosmetics that you used?
For skins, i used Simply Siti. It's much better and very soft. Others like eyeshadow, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and etc, i used L'elan Vital, include Simply Siti too.

What is you real name? and your real name is better than Lala. Why did you change that? ...........Five years ago, -at class. Me: What do you think about a nickname? Any suggestion? Classmate: Your name A-dil-la. So how bout we're take the last term. "LA" (doubled 'em) Me: Lala?? Haha.. oh yah sure. I like it so much. Classmate: But Didi also okay Me: Nooo.. it sound like a boy's name ! Me: Okay okay.. Call me Lala start from now

Got it? Five years ago, no one named "Lala" in my school (SMK Rawang) but nowaday, double middle fingers up to them. I hate when people's nickname same as me. Grr! Certain people didnt know my real name. They know me as Lala :3 I dont use my real name because people always get wrong when spelling my name. I hate that. Just Lala okay.. Dilla (my real name) is only for family called and friends from ex-SK Taman Selasih.

Are you a die hard fans of pink?
Definitely!

----P/s : Maybe thats all. You can ask me on formspring. ‚ô´ Fiction....fiction... by Beast.

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