Friday, May 06, 2005 | 2:05 PM

reflective mood

ever since exams ended, life has become boring..

arguments over the dinner table by my mum and dad.. then i just wondered, why is mum so irritating yet dad still tolerated her.. impressed? or amused?

relationships come and go.. dun they..

it has been long.. ever since i got into relationships.. serious? not serious? short ones? long ones? anyhow ones? sometimes u really feel u had to take a break.. really.. exhausted.. depressed..

still depressed.. sometimes u wonder.. who do u really love? the one who will be with u for the rest of yr life aka get married and have kids.. or the one whom u only knew for a short while.. i always wonder.. will u really love the person the most with whom u get married to? i really wonder.. of cos commitment is impt in a marriage.. but then doesnt mean u wont be committed even if u dun love the person.. its more of "i want to stay committed cuz I got no choice?" haiz.. dunno.. i wonder if tt was what happened to my parents.. ha.. really.. i m not jokin..

i always find it a miracle.. how 2 ppl can stay together for the rest of their lives and not change partners.. obviously men do cheat.. n they always do.. hahha.. :D rights, so those who really stay true, i m impressed..

well, i must be too bored just thinking abt all these stuff.. is starting to make me depressed.. weird..

anyway i m going out later.. tt will be gd.. :D

i wonder if its the rain.. somehow rainy seasons make me ponder more and feel sad.. ... ... ...

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