Sunday, May 08, 2005 | 10:39 PM

life back at church..

it was great! nice to be back in jym and stuff after all the exams and stuff.. plus playing keyboard for service.. glad tt david put me in for keyboard.. hahhaha..

it was really great.. we had a very fun practise.. plus loads of laughing at each other.. plus david's corniness, gabriel's lame jokes, claudia's nice voice, ivan's beautiful playing, ryan's blurness, jesse's "hahaha", justin's "stern" look.. lol.. it was fun.. hahahaha..

today's service, i manage to play the solo part well enough.. lol.. yay!!! it paid off.. thank God for the many blessings that he has shown me today.. even though i was depressed.. it was great to be "back" in church.. doesnt mean i wasnt ard.. it just means being able to feel connected again.. :D didnt really think i played well today.. plus the numerous mistakes tt i make.. cuz i keep playing the wrong key.. bad sense of hearing.. lol..

nice nice comments to take note..
jx(during debrief): wah.. i heard wy played so well until i almost missed the starting line which i was supposed to sing.. during prac, wy was trying so hard to prac tt solo part then it went really well.. (lol.. i didnt expect tt.. but tt was really nice.. if not for the prac at home plus during prac)
--> although sad to say.. actually technicalities does not really matter much.. but i was happy tt at least i did my best in wat i do for God.. or else it will just be plain playing.. even though notes may be beautiful.. but the heart not there also no pt.. :D

maggie: i enjoyed yr playing today.. tt was really nice.. n u were singing.. :D (tt was a really nice comment too..)
--> actually i have singing all along.. but actually i think i was trying too hard to make sure i dun play the wrong key and stuff.. ended my singing were in a mess.. glad tt she didnt discover it.. wahhahah...

jesse: hey.. yr playing really improved ar.. can see tt you can follow the band already.. :D
--> i really liked this comment too.. cuz at least my playing improved instead of disproved..

sometimes in one day, u can receive a bombard of nice comments while some days, u get none.. but its indeed great to have some.. lol.. it really made my day.. since i was not really happy these days.. also dunno why.. but i was really jubilant today, playing in church and stuff.. :D

its really the "unspeakable joy".. i love playing with the band.. yay!!!

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