Sunday, May 22, 2005 | 11:29 PM
happiness?
well.. i m really
happy now.. really happy.. think i have found my life back.. back with no strings attached..
i realise i liked freedom.. i think i m
fickle minded.. i used to pray to
God asking stoopid things like "hey, i m so bored.. can i just have someone to like me? and start sth?" like super desperate right.. i had always think relationships give me a sense of control.. well, tt is a stoopid thought.. probably its time to grow up.. hahhaha..
in life, u dun really make a lot of
close frens.. frens whom u can trust yr life with.. in fact, i dun have.. i have gd frens.. frens who can do girl talk.. who can talk rubbish and crap with.. but someone to share the innermost secrets.. none.. sadly.. but its still great to have frens with whom u can go out late at night and just sit there doing nothing.. hahhahah.. i miss my sec school frens..
so talking abt freedom.. plus i nv really like
relationships.. i guess.. esp when uni life is suppose to be exciting.. except for the times i sit in the canteen alone eating lunch.. so pathetic.. except for the times i go to lessons alone.. my counsellors say frens get fewer when u get older.. i guess tt is so true.. oh dear.. tt is scary then.. i better know more ppl.. hahhahhaa..
one of my frens not very happy.. telling me abt
low self-esteem and no frens.. makes me think of how i use to think tt very often.. hmmm.. ppl out there, dun u all think tt way most of the time too.. i mean who doesnt fear of losing frens at moments even if u seem super popular.. hmmm.. i mean really, u fear whether ppl like u cos u are popular or for who u are.. or maybe ppl like u cos u are pretty or handsome, yet not who u r.. so sad right..
so its difficult.. but i guess i will take up the challenge.. to fight this battle well.. hopefully.. plus encourage more ppl too.. hols are beginning to look gd.. esp when its going to be
diving tmr... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... dun be jealous, ppl.. hhahhahah...
Sunday, May 22, 2005 | 11:29 PM
happiness?
well.. i m really
happy now.. really happy.. think i have found my life back.. back with no strings attached..
i realise i liked freedom.. i think i m
fickle minded.. i used to pray to
God asking stoopid things like "hey, i m so bored.. can i just have someone to like me? and start sth?" like super desperate right.. i had always think relationships give me a sense of control.. well, tt is a stoopid thought.. probably its time to grow up.. hahhaha..
in life, u dun really make a lot of
close frens.. frens whom u can trust yr life with.. in fact, i dun have.. i have gd frens.. frens who can do girl talk.. who can talk rubbish and crap with.. but someone to share the innermost secrets.. none.. sadly.. but its still great to have frens with whom u can go out late at night and just sit there doing nothing.. hahhahah.. i miss my sec school frens..
so talking abt freedom.. plus i nv really like
relationships.. i guess.. esp when uni life is suppose to be exciting.. except for the times i sit in the canteen alone eating lunch.. so pathetic.. except for the times i go to lessons alone.. my counsellors say frens get fewer when u get older.. i guess tt is so true.. oh dear.. tt is scary then.. i better know more ppl.. hahhahhaa..
one of my frens not very happy.. telling me abt
low self-esteem and no frens.. makes me think of how i use to think tt very often.. hmmm.. ppl out there, dun u all think tt way most of the time too.. i mean who doesnt fear of losing frens at moments even if u seem super popular.. hmmm.. i mean really, u fear whether ppl like u cos u are popular or for who u are.. or maybe ppl like u cos u are pretty or handsome, yet not who u r.. so sad right..
so its difficult.. but i guess i will take up the challenge.. to fight this battle well.. hopefully.. plus encourage more ppl too.. hols are beginning to look gd.. esp when its going to be
diving tmr... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......... dun be jealous, ppl.. hhahhahah...
Hello.
So do you wanna know more about the person who created this blogskin? by detail? check out.
The title had crossed my mind to do an entry because there's a question from variety peoples always asked the same things. I collected the questions since i was a small kids until now. The "question" is always same. So, i would like to share it with you. I also include about my blog k.
Your blog is really nice, how did you do that?
Actually, i always change my theme because i am a person who havva very quick feeling of boredom.
I cannot make things permanently -certain. I was at random when viewing others people blog on tumblr. I said T U M B L R only. So if their theme makes me attracted, i will make them as inspiration. Tadaa!
You looked pretty, are you mixed blood?
Haha. Yes I am (and i wonder how they know i was
‚ñß.‚ñ® ). People notice that by looking at my face (totally) and the way i talked?? LOL. Okay, my late grandfather (beside my father) is a
Thai. His family comes from Pattani, Thailand. But then my grandfather's family move to Malaysia because of several problem. My grandpa is a pure Thai,, naahh.. no wonder i love thai foods so much while my sister love to watch Thai's movies.
Furthermore, my late grandfather (beside my mom) is
Java people. Pure also. About his family background, they came to Malaysia to trade -Business :P
Why did your nose had a freckles?
This question is always asked by people since i was a small kids. Got answer above, i stated all there. Im mixed. stfu.
What kind of products did you use?
Hah this question lagi laa... Actually my face wasnt a flawless like a baby's skin. I do had a pimple problem when i was thirteen years old, but now not again. I just use the face cleanser -Shurah. and Mycin to prevent the pimple. Its pretty good.
What's the brand of cosmetics that you used?
For skins, i used Simply Siti. It's much better and very soft. Others like eyeshadow, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and etc, i used L'elan Vital, include Simply Siti too.
What is you real name? and your real name is better than Lala. Why did you change that?
...........Five years ago, -at class.
Me: What do you think about a nickname? Any suggestion?
Classmate: Your name A-dil-la. So how bout we're take the last term. "LA" (doubled 'em)
Me: Lala?? Haha.. oh yah sure. I like it so much.
Classmate: But Didi also okay
Me: Nooo.. it sound like a boy's name !
Me: Okay okay.. Call me Lala start from now
Got it? Five years ago, no one named "Lala" in my school (SMK Rawang) but nowaday, double middle fingers up to them. I hate when people's nickname same as me. Grr! Certain people didnt know my real name. They know me as Lala :3 I dont use my real name because people always get wrong when spelling my name. I hate that. Just Lala okay.. Dilla (my real name) is only for family called and friends from ex-SK Taman Selasih.
Are you a die hard fans of pink?
Definitely!
----P/s : Maybe thats all. You can ask me on formspring. ‚ô´ Fiction....fiction... by Beast.
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