Tuesday, March 01, 2005 | 11:22 PM

irritated..

scene: watching the jap serial "and i love u too" for the first time..


a few minutes into show, my stomach started aching like crazy.. had to go to the toilet.. cannot stand it anymore.. (speakin of it, it still hurts) had no choice..

f: "YING!!!" (while i m in the toilet)

me: "CAN U JUST SHUT UP... IM IN PAIN.. IN THE TOILET, URGH..."

f: "can u help me fill in the form, tmr i going to the office"

interupted by my father while watching tv

f: "oh ya, can u also print a copy of yr A level results"

doubly irritated by now, couldnt hear wat the tv was takin abt.. couldnt catch the jap spoken..

me berrating: "CAN U JUST LET ME WATCH MY SHOW.. WHY DO U ALWAYS HAVE TO TALK TO ME WHEN I WATCHING TV.."

my father just stood there like a log..

me speaking "nicely": "CAN U PLS JUST LET ME WATCH MY SHOW PEACEFULLY?"

when the show was abt to end in a few mins time, my mother banged on the front door.. i had to open the door for her.. n i said, "WHY DIDNT U JUST STAY OUTSIDE"...

den she started yadayadayada... didnt catch wat she said.. "CANT U SEE I M WATCHING TV???" so she kept quiet..

den i went upstairs and had to complete the stoopid form tt my dad handed me.. while filling it, my mother walked into the room... so i asked her nicely how to fill in this area.. den u know wat she said..

m: "huh, u dunno how to fill in this area.. u learn english one leh, u also dunno.. "

so i just snatched back the paper from her n said.. "FINE"

there was a pause. a moment of uneasy silence. she quietly walked out of the room.


upon a tiny bit of reflection.. sorry mum.. i didnt mean it.. haiz.. this is bad.. just becuz of a jap tv serial.. i had to shout at so many ppl.. waste my energy.. n den now i dun feel at all nice.. haiz.. watever.. i m sick and tired mentally.. haiz.. wat is going on ar.. wah seh.. now i know why.. i haven done my qt yet.. oh this is terrible.. i shall do it now.. haiz...

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