Sunday, January 23, 2005 | 11:44 PM
void
i can feel it.. a
void in my heart.. i wonder what is wrong..
whether izit lack of frens, whether izit abt my spiritual life, whether it is just me acting weird.. wat is wrong.. how come got void..
in church today, i played the 2nd keyboard.. i was simply so engrossed in playing my hearts out for God and worshiping.. it was really great.. i could even sense the presence of God.. but how come got this void?
on one hand, u get this emotional hype den it died to a void.. God shld have replaced tt void.. is tt void needs to be resolved and settled.. but i dunno what tt void is.. *confused*
void.. i have a feeling its abt me not having any true frens in churchy.. well frens are great but frens whom u can talk yr hearts out ---> 0
sad, isnt it.. tis is what i call pathetic.. haiz.. sharing hearts out is difficult when i m not such a lovable person.. i can understand.. ppl, no need to force k.. its quite obvious most of the time.. haiz.. sianz..
the void is still there.. i wonder if all tt meant nothing.. all tt hype meant nothing.. ppl coming up to say, "wah, weiying, not bad ar", "wah, very gd.. very loud leh".. praises are great but den there is still the void.. cheryl, come back to church leh.. replace tt void.. ha.. i m
desperate.. i want to get
OUT!!!
i need u, Lord!!! to fill the void.. to help me understand the void and to get rid of it once and for all..
Sunday, January 23, 2005 | 11:44 PM
void
i can feel it.. a
void in my heart.. i wonder what is wrong..
whether izit lack of frens, whether izit abt my spiritual life, whether it is just me acting weird.. wat is wrong.. how come got void..
in church today, i played the 2nd keyboard.. i was simply so engrossed in playing my hearts out for God and worshiping.. it was really great.. i could even sense the presence of God.. but how come got this void?
on one hand, u get this emotional hype den it died to a void.. God shld have replaced tt void.. is tt void needs to be resolved and settled.. but i dunno what tt void is.. *confused*
void.. i have a feeling its abt me not having any true frens in churchy.. well frens are great but frens whom u can talk yr hearts out ---> 0
sad, isnt it.. tis is what i call pathetic.. haiz.. sharing hearts out is difficult when i m not such a lovable person.. i can understand.. ppl, no need to force k.. its quite obvious most of the time.. haiz.. sianz..
the void is still there.. i wonder if all tt meant nothing.. all tt hype meant nothing.. ppl coming up to say, "wah, weiying, not bad ar", "wah, very gd.. very loud leh".. praises are great but den there is still the void.. cheryl, come back to church leh.. replace tt void.. ha.. i m
desperate.. i want to get
OUT!!!
i need u, Lord!!! to fill the void.. to help me understand the void and to get rid of it once and for all..
Hello.
So do you wanna know more about the person who created this blogskin? by detail? check out.
The title had crossed my mind to do an entry because there's a question from variety peoples always asked the same things. I collected the questions since i was a small kids until now. The "question" is always same. So, i would like to share it with you. I also include about my blog k.
Your blog is really nice, how did you do that?
Actually, i always change my theme because i am a person who havva very quick feeling of boredom.
I cannot make things permanently -certain. I was at random when viewing others people blog on tumblr. I said T U M B L R only. So if their theme makes me attracted, i will make them as inspiration. Tadaa!
You looked pretty, are you mixed blood?
Haha. Yes I am (and i wonder how they know i was
‚ñß.‚ñ® ). People notice that by looking at my face (totally) and the way i talked?? LOL. Okay, my late grandfather (beside my father) is a
Thai. His family comes from Pattani, Thailand. But then my grandfather's family move to Malaysia because of several problem. My grandpa is a pure Thai,, naahh.. no wonder i love thai foods so much while my sister love to watch Thai's movies.
Furthermore, my late grandfather (beside my mom) is
Java people. Pure also. About his family background, they came to Malaysia to trade -Business :P
Why did your nose had a freckles?
This question is always asked by people since i was a small kids. Got answer above, i stated all there. Im mixed. stfu.
What kind of products did you use?
Hah this question lagi laa... Actually my face wasnt a flawless like a baby's skin. I do had a pimple problem when i was thirteen years old, but now not again. I just use the face cleanser -Shurah. and Mycin to prevent the pimple. Its pretty good.
What's the brand of cosmetics that you used?
For skins, i used Simply Siti. It's much better and very soft. Others like eyeshadow, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and etc, i used L'elan Vital, include Simply Siti too.
What is you real name? and your real name is better than Lala. Why did you change that?
...........Five years ago, -at class.
Me: What do you think about a nickname? Any suggestion?
Classmate: Your name A-dil-la. So how bout we're take the last term. "LA" (doubled 'em)
Me: Lala?? Haha.. oh yah sure. I like it so much.
Classmate: But Didi also okay
Me: Nooo.. it sound like a boy's name !
Me: Okay okay.. Call me Lala start from now
Got it? Five years ago, no one named "Lala" in my school (SMK Rawang) but nowaday, double middle fingers up to them. I hate when people's nickname same as me. Grr! Certain people didnt know my real name. They know me as Lala :3 I dont use my real name because people always get wrong when spelling my name. I hate that. Just Lala okay.. Dilla (my real name) is only for family called and friends from ex-SK Taman Selasih.
Are you a die hard fans of pink?
Definitely!
----P/s : Maybe thats all. You can ask me on formspring. ‚ô´ Fiction....fiction... by Beast.
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