thinkin thru..
"wait upon the Lord" ---> those were the exact same words tt Auntie Carolin used just now when she talked to me.. wah seh.. see la.. the Lord is saying sth..

nv compromise quiet time for anything else.. wait ar.. i go do my quiet time.
period.
lesson learned plus what our bible study did: abt the same.. WHAT IS OUR CALLING AS A CHRISTIAN IN LIFE? ---> *ta-da* to proclaim the gospel of Jesus Christ... did u get the answer? :D hahha.. n what do we have to do first? by surrending our lives to Jesus Christ.. it is not as easy as it seems.. to surrender means unveil yr faces and behold the glory of the Lord.. what does it mean to behold the glory of the Lord? (another one of those "huh?!?" qns) ---> knowing who God is.. actually quite hard to comprehend la.. but slowly.. as God shows us by molding and shaping us... aaahhhh... how wonderful!!! *blessed*

bible study today abit different.. i could feel the tension in the group.. it didnt seem as vibrant.. aunt carolin's voice was much sharper and somehow irritated.. i m not judging her here.. just being sensitive.. could sense the stress and tiredness.. a principal's work is not easy.. esp with yr best fren having problems plus takin care of sch kids plus takin care of her own children when her husband is not ard plus coming down all the way to NUS to disciple us.. *impressed*
I pray that the Lord will grant her strength.. physical as well as mental strength.. her 5 o'clock schedule with the Lord aka her QT that she will nv compromised.. *impressed* but then the flesh is weak.. so Lord, we all know we are nothing.. as Paul says so tt he considers his life to be nothing except to run the race for u.. :D

speaking of bible study burrows down into the depths of the heart.. all words n no actions mean no fruit is produced.. hence, there is always a struggle to keep in line with God's word.. therefore, speakin abt it.. made me realise how impt it is to keep coming back to God when one strays.. not to listen to be numbed by our conscience "its ok", "there are enough charity shows to go ard, no need to donate anymore".. so so so.. faith without actions is dead as James say.. hence, i have decided to put the word into practise.. :D

cheers and blessings... wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......... chinese new year is coming!!!

oh ya.. to promote dive awareness to all of the ppl who reads my blog.. NO EATING OF SHARK'S FIN SOUP... know why? cuz the shark population is depleting.. and they cut the fins off sharks alive.. n chuck the sharks without fins into the ocean and let them drown.. so next time when u see it, say "NO".. :D for more info.. u can come down to our dive roadshow at the forum on the 15-16th of Feb.. cya ppl there.. :D rmb.. no shark's fin soup.. its the gravy tt is nice, not the fins..