Thursday, December 16, 2004 | 1:00 AM

worries..

who is worried? my buddy or me? haha.. dunno..

i m afraid.. afraid of stepping into relationships.. fear of being dumped again.. the shadow keeps creeping back.. it nv did went away.. tt explains a part of the 3 yr plan.. why..

weicheng? zhirong? josh lee? josh yeo? ---> wat impact do they have on my life?

enough is enough.. how long more gruelling hours can i stand.. haiz..

i was glad tt law came today.. ha.. thought he wouldnt show up.. but he did.. *impressed n touched actually* but i didnt say anything.. :D i wonder how long can tis "cannot start n cannot stop" relationship last.. haiz.. i m a super negative person.. haiz..

today, went to sch to sort out photos with basil n alvin.. so funny.. but den i realise i hang out too much with them.. i m super influenced by them.. now n then when i want to talk, the 4 letter word comes to mind.. [didnt i mention to u all to mind yr language, say so many times also dun wan to listen.. fools] well well.. i need to clean my ears.. n listen to God more.. those ppl.. haiz.. but it was fun hanging out with u guys.. love u guys lots.. just quite yr smoking addiction, "bitching" n vulgarities.. tt will be better.. :D

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