Wednesday, December 29, 2004 | 7:44 PM
overwhelmed...
for the past two days, i have been having my youth leaders' re-treat in church.. i have been feeling pretty low n miserable because of a girl.. she doesnt know tt she has been affecting me for the past 2 days.. n its really terrible.. i was lonely, miserable.. n stoopid.. i dunno how to say bcuz those feelings r gone already.. the results that cannot be gotten. plus the added sickness that I got. the feeling tt nobody cares for u. ignores u. treats u as if u shld know how to take care of yrself. ppl who are too pre-occupied with what they are thinking. ppl who likes to do things their own way. ppl who nv care abt what others feel. irritated.
all becuz of wat i saw on TV just now.. for the past few days, it had been so miserable for the ppl who lost their own relatives.. yet here I am, living in the comforts of home yet still feeling miserable (talking abt wanting to quit church, wanting to die n stuff) I didnt realise.. it took just moments n flashes of pictures to realise tt there are far more greater things tt need to be done. I was so afraid.. n shocked.. I could have been killed there n den.. I was just there 2 weeks ago. 2 weeks ago, God could have allowed the earthquake to hit earlier. And I could be swept away from the face of the earth. Why did God allowed me to live? definitely the gospel needs to be preached faster. Is God angry? the countries hit: Sri Lanka, India, Indonesia, Thailand, Myanmar (Burma), Maldives, Bangladesh and Malaysia.
whoa!!! what a big hit! I am really overwhelmed. Lost for words. How to help them? Tragedy. Imagine how many people have just lost their lives without knowing Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour.
the reason why I had chosen to stay behind is becuz of God. I want to do God's work. This is not determined by how others treat me or how I am feeling. Although its pretty miserable at times, where there are no frens to talk to u n care abt u, I still chose to stay behind. Moreover, by the disaster that just happened only makes me realise how much the world needs u, God. :.....(
Wednesday, December 29, 2004 | 7:44 PM
overwhelmed...
for the past two days, i have been having my youth leaders' re-treat in church.. i have been feeling pretty low n miserable because of a girl.. she doesnt know tt she has been affecting me for the past 2 days.. n its really terrible.. i was lonely, miserable.. n stoopid.. i dunno how to say bcuz those feelings r gone already.. the results that cannot be gotten. plus the added sickness that I got. the feeling tt nobody cares for u. ignores u. treats u as if u shld know how to take care of yrself. ppl who are too pre-occupied with what they are thinking. ppl who likes to do things their own way. ppl who nv care abt what others feel. irritated.
all becuz of wat i saw on TV just now.. for the past few days, it had been so miserable for the ppl who lost their own relatives.. yet here I am, living in the comforts of home yet still feeling miserable (talking abt wanting to quit church, wanting to die n stuff) I didnt realise.. it took just moments n flashes of pictures to realise tt there are far more greater things tt need to be done. I was so afraid.. n shocked.. I could have been killed there n den.. I was just there 2 weeks ago. 2 weeks ago, God could have allowed the earthquake to hit earlier. And I could be swept away from the face of the earth. Why did God allowed me to live? definitely the gospel needs to be preached faster. Is God angry? the countries hit: Sri Lanka, India, Indonesia, Thailand, Myanmar (Burma), Maldives, Bangladesh and Malaysia.
whoa!!! what a big hit! I am really overwhelmed. Lost for words. How to help them? Tragedy. Imagine how many people have just lost their lives without knowing Jesus as their personal Lord and Saviour.
the reason why I had chosen to stay behind is becuz of God. I want to do God's work. This is not determined by how others treat me or how I am feeling. Although its pretty miserable at times, where there are no frens to talk to u n care abt u, I still chose to stay behind. Moreover, by the disaster that just happened only makes me realise how much the world needs u, God. :.....(
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So do you wanna know more about the person who created this blogskin? by detail? check out.
The title had crossed my mind to do an entry because there's a question from variety peoples always asked the same things. I collected the questions since i was a small kids until now. The "question" is always same. So, i would like to share it with you. I also include about my blog k.
Your blog is really nice, how did you do that?
Actually, i always change my theme because i am a person who havva very quick feeling of boredom.
I cannot make things permanently -certain. I was at random when viewing others people blog on tumblr. I said T U M B L R only. So if their theme makes me attracted, i will make them as inspiration. Tadaa!
You looked pretty, are you mixed blood?
Haha. Yes I am (and i wonder how they know i was
‚ñß.‚ñ® ). People notice that by looking at my face (totally) and the way i talked?? LOL. Okay, my late grandfather (beside my father) is a
Thai. His family comes from Pattani, Thailand. But then my grandfather's family move to Malaysia because of several problem. My grandpa is a pure Thai,, naahh.. no wonder i love thai foods so much while my sister love to watch Thai's movies.
Furthermore, my late grandfather (beside my mom) is
Java people. Pure also. About his family background, they came to Malaysia to trade -Business :P
Why did your nose had a freckles?
This question is always asked by people since i was a small kids. Got answer above, i stated all there. Im mixed. stfu.
What kind of products did you use?
Hah this question lagi laa... Actually my face wasnt a flawless like a baby's skin. I do had a pimple problem when i was thirteen years old, but now not again. I just use the face cleanser -Shurah. and Mycin to prevent the pimple. Its pretty good.
What's the brand of cosmetics that you used?
For skins, i used Simply Siti. It's much better and very soft. Others like eyeshadow, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and etc, i used L'elan Vital, include Simply Siti too.
What is you real name? and your real name is better than Lala. Why did you change that?
...........Five years ago, -at class.
Me: What do you think about a nickname? Any suggestion?
Classmate: Your name A-dil-la. So how bout we're take the last term. "LA" (doubled 'em)
Me: Lala?? Haha.. oh yah sure. I like it so much.
Classmate: But Didi also okay
Me: Nooo.. it sound like a boy's name !
Me: Okay okay.. Call me Lala start from now
Got it? Five years ago, no one named "Lala" in my school (SMK Rawang) but nowaday, double middle fingers up to them. I hate when people's nickname same as me. Grr! Certain people didnt know my real name. They know me as Lala :3 I dont use my real name because people always get wrong when spelling my name. I hate that. Just Lala okay.. Dilla (my real name) is only for family called and friends from ex-SK Taman Selasih.
Are you a die hard fans of pink?
Definitely!
----P/s : Maybe thats all. You can ask me on formspring. ‚ô´ Fiction....fiction... by Beast.
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