Monday, November 15, 2004 | 2:48 PM

joshua messaged..

thanx joshua.. :D he msged at 1441 just now.. sth abt wanting me to be happy.. :D thank u.. although i know its impossible but i m still glad he msged.. dunno y.. it sort of made me think.. its over.. i know.. hard to swallow.. but i know its finished.. haiz.. timing not right.. i couldnt do much..

reminded me of wat ppl said not too long ago.. pas fu man mentioned the dangers of combined church camps.. said i almost got into a relationship.. i wonder how things can spread so fast.. when yest at the home, uncle Ben mentioned tt i almost went into a relationship with another guy.. strange.. how news aka gossip get ard so fast.. but haiz.. forget it.. :D its over..

anyway lawrence was very nice yest.. i scolded him cuz i was pissed.. ppl are all studying n they are complaining tt i didnt study.. not complaining.. they were exclaiming with shock tt i wasnt studying.. haiz.. forget it.. but he didnt say anything la.. ha.. den i apologised to him.. den he said i shld do it in moderation, ha.. he said he know la.. but i m glad he understand.. :D ha..

justin mentioned sth abt being unfair to lawrence by not officially be with him.. but den hor.. if i go with him ar, it will be more unfair to him.. i dun think i even like him.. justin said i shldnt becuz of failed relationship den dun give him chance... not i dun wan to give him chance.. but he is really lousy la.. aiya.. forget it.. i hate relationships.. although sometimes its entertaining.. here i go again.. wire loose.. ha..

lastly, thanx josh.. :D i wonder if u really sent it yrself.. but thanx anyway.. :D

3 Comments

3 Comments:

At 3:27 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

*Doink. I think you should be a nicer person.

 
At 3:30 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's me again. Haha, I think you should treat your family members better. I don't think they can tolerate your behaviour much longer. Okay? Probably after you have changed, Joshua might like you again. Who knows?

 
At 5:52 PM , Anonymous Anonymous said...

dun EVER change because of hopes of someone else liking you.. strive to be a better person everyday becoz dats the right thing to do...

 

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