Monday, August 30, 2004 | 8:49 PM
confused.. stupid.. sad..
Strange enough.. probably i like Mr L. but i really dunno... its too early to know.. n i hate it, hate it when i m so blur n dumb...
I just got back from my dive advance course in Pulau Aur. Well, I did not manage to pass my advance course, not because of my stupidity but because I dropped my weight belt into the sea. Cannot retrieve it, cannot complete my 6 openwater dives which means I have to redo, still must fork out 30 bucks for the weight belt I lost. Urgh... Well, trip has been fine except for one stupid part...
Haiz... rights, so tis guy Mr L. tried to be funny n try to pretend to cover my hand cuz i was cold. Well, I was also stupid or shld I say desperate cuz I also didnt reject. So in the end, we remained in tt position for quite a long time until I decided it was enough n folded my arms n slept. By den, we decided it was really too cold to sleep there so we changed seats. We sat behind, but nothing happened until I was asleep den he took my hand again, I also didnt resist. Until now, I still dunno why I did tt, but den I still placed my head on his shoulder somemore. By den, I think this is enough to make a guy confused. Well, its really my fault. Too many misunderstandings plus my stumbles, stupidity really exists. (Sigh)
Things are drastic now. I do not know what to do. I told him to find other girls. Yup I did. I think he will really hate me but I think there is no choice really. Its really my fault for being stupid n desperate. (Sigh)
God, help me.
Monday, August 30, 2004 | 8:49 PM
confused.. stupid.. sad..
Strange enough.. probably i like Mr L. but i really dunno... its too early to know.. n i hate it, hate it when i m so blur n dumb...
I just got back from my dive advance course in Pulau Aur. Well, I did not manage to pass my advance course, not because of my stupidity but because I dropped my weight belt into the sea. Cannot retrieve it, cannot complete my 6 openwater dives which means I have to redo, still must fork out 30 bucks for the weight belt I lost. Urgh... Well, trip has been fine except for one stupid part...
Haiz... rights, so tis guy Mr L. tried to be funny n try to pretend to cover my hand cuz i was cold. Well, I was also stupid or shld I say desperate cuz I also didnt reject. So in the end, we remained in tt position for quite a long time until I decided it was enough n folded my arms n slept. By den, we decided it was really too cold to sleep there so we changed seats. We sat behind, but nothing happened until I was asleep den he took my hand again, I also didnt resist. Until now, I still dunno why I did tt, but den I still placed my head on his shoulder somemore. By den, I think this is enough to make a guy confused. Well, its really my fault. Too many misunderstandings plus my stumbles, stupidity really exists. (Sigh)
Things are drastic now. I do not know what to do. I told him to find other girls. Yup I did. I think he will really hate me but I think there is no choice really. Its really my fault for being stupid n desperate. (Sigh)
God, help me.
Hello.
So do you wanna know more about the person who created this blogskin? by detail? check out.
The title had crossed my mind to do an entry because there's a question from variety peoples always asked the same things. I collected the questions since i was a small kids until now. The "question" is always same. So, i would like to share it with you. I also include about my blog k.
Your blog is really nice, how did you do that?
Actually, i always change my theme because i am a person who havva very quick feeling of boredom.
I cannot make things permanently -certain. I was at random when viewing others people blog on tumblr. I said T U M B L R only. So if their theme makes me attracted, i will make them as inspiration. Tadaa!
You looked pretty, are you mixed blood?
Haha. Yes I am (and i wonder how they know i was
‚ñß.‚ñ® ). People notice that by looking at my face (totally) and the way i talked?? LOL. Okay, my late grandfather (beside my father) is a
Thai. His family comes from Pattani, Thailand. But then my grandfather's family move to Malaysia because of several problem. My grandpa is a pure Thai,, naahh.. no wonder i love thai foods so much while my sister love to watch Thai's movies.
Furthermore, my late grandfather (beside my mom) is
Java people. Pure also. About his family background, they came to Malaysia to trade -Business :P
Why did your nose had a freckles?
This question is always asked by people since i was a small kids. Got answer above, i stated all there. Im mixed. stfu.
What kind of products did you use?
Hah this question lagi laa... Actually my face wasnt a flawless like a baby's skin. I do had a pimple problem when i was thirteen years old, but now not again. I just use the face cleanser -Shurah. and Mycin to prevent the pimple. Its pretty good.
What's the brand of cosmetics that you used?
For skins, i used Simply Siti. It's much better and very soft. Others like eyeshadow, lipstick, eyeliner, mascara and etc, i used L'elan Vital, include Simply Siti too.
What is you real name? and your real name is better than Lala. Why did you change that?
...........Five years ago, -at class.
Me: What do you think about a nickname? Any suggestion?
Classmate: Your name A-dil-la. So how bout we're take the last term. "LA" (doubled 'em)
Me: Lala?? Haha.. oh yah sure. I like it so much.
Classmate: But Didi also okay
Me: Nooo.. it sound like a boy's name !
Me: Okay okay.. Call me Lala start from now
Got it? Five years ago, no one named "Lala" in my school (SMK Rawang) but nowaday, double middle fingers up to them. I hate when people's nickname same as me. Grr! Certain people didnt know my real name. They know me as Lala :3 I dont use my real name because people always get wrong when spelling my name. I hate that. Just Lala okay.. Dilla (my real name) is only for family called and friends from ex-SK Taman Selasih.
Are you a die hard fans of pink?
Definitely!
----P/s : Maybe thats all. You can ask me on formspring. ‚ô´ Fiction....fiction... by Beast.
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1 Comments:
whao..tts some weekend u have huh? hmz... it happens gal... sumtimes when u feel helpless... u tend not ta resist... it jus happens.. n thn after it happen.. you'll be like.. wt did u do? its like like tt hun.. yra.. yupz.. take care of urself kez? =)
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