Sunday, July 04, 2004 | 11:09 PM

Foul Mood!!!

Well, its the beginning of a horrible day today. Well, it was not that horrible until these kind of things happen. Alright! Its not very horrible but just irritating.

Today in church, suppose to celebrate Jireh winning prize 2nd place so we are able to get 40 bucks. Well, in the end, I do not know who lost the money. In the end, our group has no money to eat with. Urgh!!! Bad... I should have kept it safe in my possesions. Should not have let Joel Pang take it. Haiz... Its my fault. Sad case.

And today, I wanted to go buy camping bag and chong is so not happy that I want to go queensway shopping centre. I was pissed off by her stoopid attitude just because I do not want to lend her my tank top. Urgh!!! Well, it really irritates the hell out of me... Sorry Lord but i really cannot stand it. In the end, I still manage to buy a few stuff that I have always wanted which is the camping bag and a metal board to put notes up. Its wonderful...

Just now, We (Mum, Chong n min) went to IKEA.. It reminded me of Josh very much... extremely much... not so much actually... just trying to make it sound exaggerating. Ha. As the days go by, the yearning to be with him fades off.. haiz..

My spiritual is super bad now. I can feel it. I can see it. Urgh!!! I do not even feel like going to church. Weird... I think I am even worse than Elaine. At least she voices out her dissatisfactions n anger but i dun, which makes it harder for me to get over it. haiz. poor life. gotta read the bible n stop writing nonsense blogs.

The foul mood that I have really upset the whole community which is my family. But they were understanding cuz they didnt scold me back. really thank God for them.. Cuz if they had retaliate, they would have fainted I think... cuz i will be screaming their heads out. tired. exhausted. haiz.

If only things will work out well, the diving thing is also weighin me now. tmr cannot prac for the diving test. I wonder if i will fail in the end. I cant tread water for 3 mins. only 1 min. haiz. boohoo. how man???

Do not fret = Do not worry. its a sin man!!! I shd really go according wat God wants n not try to do things MY OWN WAY.

I am such an irritating GIRL

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